Deep thought

After reading some of Homer's Odyssey - a tale of a blind cat - I am contemplating writing my memoirs of Linus.

I don't want to forget how he tried to share Sprite with LeAnn or play the Fff game or any of the things about him, so I want to write them up. If it's not important to anyone else, it's important to me! :) I just can't get over the feeling that everytime I come home, I should see his furry face. The other day I went into a meltdown because I tried to buy chicken on sale 3 / $3 only to realize as I reached for the can that there was no reason to buy that chicken for Linus since he wasn't here anymore. Grief is tough.

Wally's heart and arteries look good, now to get his blood pressure and his cholesterol down. I really don't think that he's going to make a big change to save his life. I think he'll try periodically, but ultimately he's not going to do anything about losing the weight he needs to lose. Depressing but nothing I can control.

Mom's car got totalled X-mas eve, my car died that Saturday so have been doing everything with Wally's car to help my mom and William and husband and me. Well, I'm too tired to articulate everything that's going on in my life, just excited about writing again.