Spent $13 on bulbs to find out that my dimmer switch is broken on my 1989 chevy celebrity. Something inexpensive but now I've spent my money and have none left to fix the car - not sure if we have money for rent according to Wally. Wally's mad that I spent the money on the bulbs, because he kept hassling me to go to Mark. Well Mark doesn't want to work on cars, has had a lot of health problems and is thoroughly impossible to get ahold of. So now he's mad at me for taking care of the problem he's been asking me to take care of weeks. Well actually it's not completely fixed. At least I have brights that work. And then I spent some money at pizza hut - which was only like $6.35 which will take me two or three meals, but I'm sure he'll be mad about that because that was more money that I spent.
I guess I'll just live off cereal for the next two weeks.
Raarr... can't wait until the end of November when we have more money. Just a few more weeks. It'll be okay, right?
On the bright side I found out that Majel is an excellent dancer. She loves for me to sing and dance to Unchained Melody with her.
Last night I dreamed of Linus and he was the happiest and most beautiful I've ever seen him. It made me cry to wake up. I miss him so much.
My friend Mandi asked me if I was happy to bring home another cat. Truth is, I love Majel, but to be completely sated, the only thing that would do that was to bring Linus back home and for him to be healthy. I wanted someone to fill that hole. To help me cook, to help me watch tv, to cuddle with me. She does none of this. But she'll dance with me and she talks to me. I'm working on stuff. I'm just so tired.
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